sick

so, i havent blogged since i was in early high school doing the asian thing of xanga and whatnot. i decided to restart because, well, i've recently been going through internship postings and the ones i've been looking at want someone who is involved in the web community. when i started thinking about actually making a blog, i thought it'd be okay to have some place to write down my ideas and whatnot.

so from the title of this posting, you can tell that im sick! yeah, not deathly ill or anything, just sick enough to be annoying so that i don't wanna do anything fun. got the stuffy/runny nose, the sore throat that is worst when you wake up in the morning and you can't swallow anything kinda sick. in a way, im glad im sick, gave me an excuse to skip a party that i didnt want to go to--not that i needed an excuse. now that is done, can i get better please? im quite ready! ive been sleeping lots and drinking lots of fluids just as the doc prescribed.

well, even if i do have to semi-suffer through this for a couple days longer, i guess the bright sunny side of it is that it forces me to actually be pro-active in applying for internships cuz there is only so much procrastination you can do on a couch. you'd be surprised at how long it takes to create a name for a blog. not sure if i want to share my heart's desires and secrets with the online world just yet though. maybe at a later date.

on a tangent, i'd recommend that you always be careful what you wish for. i know, i know. people always give you these ridiculous cliches that you think yeah, psh, i know that! why'd they give me that ridiculously obvious advice? it's because something relevant to that advice just came up in their life! yeah, so what happened to me recently is that my friends have been saying you should get a boyfriend etc etc. and you know that caring what you wear won't hurt your odds etc. but you know, when you try to attract a certain guy, you may also attract the ones you really didn't mean to. so, maybe you have guessed, im still single, but i got this guy i know and gotta work with and see on a weekly basis that i think [as my friend says, what, what, think?!, it's definitely know] has a crush on me. ick. ew. yuck. can i say not interested? nice guy and all but this is definitely creeping me out and all the subtleties that i can think of giving the sign of not interested are not working, and i think that's cuz he's a bit socially awkward...to say the least. anyways, hopefully this goes away! or never existed would be much better! seeya!